"Was it?" Lancelot's expression turns thoughtful again. "I would say -- have said -- that I did not think much on faith. I did not consider myself any more devout than anyone else. But, too, it was so... I don't have a word for it. It was simply the way the world was ordered. I was always, once I came to court, more directly concerned with the King's expectations, with the Queen's, but-- I see now that did not free me, as I might have thought."