lanselos_du_lac

"My focus always came back to it. The nature of concupiscence and man's tendency towards sin, that was a particular obsession of mine. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: all these evil things come from within, and defile the man. I spent a long time despising myself and God and trying to balance the calculus of defiling myself for the salvation of someone better." He didn't expect to being confiding this much in Lancelot, so he asks in turn, "What thoughts kept you up at night?"