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lanselos_du_lac) wrote2024-06-09 02:45 pm
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[Open Post] ..only want to glean the purpose..
Since they learned of Shen Yuan's death, things have been subdued; rightly so, Lancelot reasons. He has done what he can to be a support for those he loves, and to keep his own worry and anxiety at bay. He worries about how they are all doing, about whether or not they are safe, about what he can do to make anything better -- which often feels like nothing. It's unsettling, and he wants to stay settled and present for them, so he determines to find a way to be so.
As has always been the case for him, being outside helps. The weather is warming and true spring is settling in. (He has difficulty keeping track of what time may be like back in Britain1, but he suspects that it is early summer there. If so, then he supposes that means he is another year older, which is a strangely hopeful thought.) And so, after his lunch with Susan, he heads back out -- he might ride, or walk through the woods, or explore the lake. Whatever keeps him out in the sunshine, under the sky.
1: He has not quite realized this yet, but he has generally stopped thinking "at home" when he means Camelot, or Britain in general. That this place -- no, these people -- have become home in so short a span is something he has to take by degrees, lest he worry about what it means for his relationship with those he left behind there.
As has always been the case for him, being outside helps. The weather is warming and true spring is settling in. (He has difficulty keeping track of what time may be like back in Britain1, but he suspects that it is early summer there. If so, then he supposes that means he is another year older, which is a strangely hopeful thought.) And so, after his lunch with Susan, he heads back out -- he might ride, or walk through the woods, or explore the lake. Whatever keeps him out in the sunshine, under the sky.
1: He has not quite realized this yet, but he has generally stopped thinking "at home" when he means Camelot, or Britain in general. That this place -- no, these people -- have become home in so short a span is something he has to take by degrees, lest he worry about what it means for his relationship with those he left behind there.
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Dionysus' mood is contagious; Lancelot has been feeling fairly well, himself, but the worry and anxiety he feels for those he loves, those who are grieving, has been a constant thrum in the background. It's easing to see Dionysus made glad by something so simple as seeing the horses. The sunlight and the light breeze, and the smell of new things growing, all help, too.
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They're approaching the stable now; because the weather is good, both horses are out in the paddock. Rivelin whickers when he sees them and both horses start to move toward the fence to greet them.
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"The bay gelding is Rivelin. The mare with the pretty markings is Sagramore's Fenyes."
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1. You know. Bulls, snakes, leopards, etc. His animals. This may be slightly different than what Lancelot is describing, actually.
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