lanselos_du_lac

This seems to register, and he blinks a little.

He at first wants to ask, Was I? Or he wants to deny this -- after all, he was the most celebrated man at court, aside from the King. Then there is the stab of love and loyalty he feels for both Arthur and Guinever; he is starting to question this, himself, at times.

Instead he says nothing for a long moment, trying to let Susan's words work their way through, to understand what he thinks or feels.