He at first wants to ask, Was I? Or he wants to deny this -- after all, he was the most celebrated man at court, aside from the King. Then there is the stab of love and loyalty he feels for both Arthur and Guinever; he is starting to question this, himself, at times.
Instead he says nothing for a long moment, trying to let Susan's words work their way through, to understand what he thinks or feels.
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He at first wants to ask, Was I? Or he wants to deny this -- after all, he was the most celebrated man at court, aside from the King. Then there is the stab of love and loyalty he feels for both Arthur and Guinever; he is starting to question this, himself, at times.
Instead he says nothing for a long moment, trying to let Susan's words work their way through, to understand what he thinks or feels.