"It's not that I've been unaware. I've known Miriam for over five years." She's thinking of Janet, and the Jacuzzi, and the way she'd assured Janet (honestly) that she was no stranger to her own homosexual inclinations. She presses her face against Lancelot's chest as he strokes her hair, and forces herself to open her eyes again and look at him before adding, "But that sort of thing isn't discussed. I've never talked about it outside of... known flirtations."